Loving the Life and Losing Me is a raw and powerful memoir by Toya Terry that chronicles one woman’s journey from decades of addiction, street life, and self-destruction to spiritual awakening and recovery.
Introduced to prostitution at fourteen, Toya Rose spent nearly forty years navigating a world of money, power, and survival—only to realize she had lost herself in the process. Â
At fifty-three, she makes a life-altering decision: to walk away, confront her past, and rebuild her life from the inside out.
A story of truth, accountability, and redemption—this is not just survival. This is transformation.




